The more I think about it, the more I realize that perhaps I really was being taken for granted by my good friends from home. Not all, not even most, but yea they're out there. Being in this new place where everyone is really cool and exciting...
Sigh, I hardly ever got a thank you (much less any response) from some...especially a few I cared about most. And being rather dumb, I'd do more...not just because I enjoyed it (I did), but probably because I thought I'd be appreciated more. Course, that tends to get me even more taken for granted. I know my initial intentions are never to expect anything in return...but the human me. I want to feel worth while too...even just a thanks. Even better if it was an excited thanks. I shouldn't care, I know. Sometimes it seems it would be better not to do anything for anyone again.
Alas, another struggle with who I am, and who I want to be.
About Me
- Miss Michelle
- This blog is because I like to write. Not necessarily for the world to know what's going on with my life, but it seems to play out that way so I roll with it because...who would want to read my life anyways?! Haha I'm just an ordinary girl with too many words. If for some odd reason you find yourself here, be prepared to listen to heartache, dogs, water, fish, pie, chalk, traveling, and whatever on earth musters up across my mind. The question then becomes..."What do you blog about Michelle?"
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