I just had a phone interview for the ceng ambassadors...I'm still jittery. I wish that they had called at an earlier time like Wednesday before the sky fell down on me. I had my moments where I didn't know what to say (which is normally alright), but I stuttered or made some hmm and um sounds that weren't necessary. It was easy only talking to Elyse the whole time, but I knew that there were a lot of other people in the room just listening to my voice. I wish they could have met me in person, although I do know of some of them who know me already...how well I don't really know. I'm thinking back now on other interviews I've sat in on or given and I'm trying to think of what I liked and didn't like about them...like what was it that made me go yes! after it was over, or hmm, not too sure about that person.
I really hope that I get it, especially now that ACM pulled one on me and exempted me from the elections so I couldn't even run. I was really hoping to see it grow. But maybe it happened for a reason. I'm actually pretty okay with it for now. I have a good position in SWE, and I can invest my other time elsewhere. There's so much to do! Too much to get involved with! You can't try something new if you don't let the old things go...even if they were your life. Wow, so philosophical. I guess I should take my own words on other parts of my life too eh? Sigh, life...it's so hard.
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