Sometimes I wonder if there's something wrong with me. Not like in a depressing way or anything. But just kind of like...why is my life not the life like those I see around me? People are interested to see where I'll end up in 5 years. So am I. But why? The normal graduate college. Get a job. Get married. Have kids and raise a family on a foundation of good morals. Ha, as if that's the world these days anyways lol. Well, I do want all that. But that's the thing...I really want it to be that way (maybe with a little flare lol). I'll graduate eventually. Leave behind a legacy. Travel the world and find love...not lovey dovey in-love stuff...but love...the real I choose to stand by your side love (lovey dovey crazy is good too lol). I want a job that makes a difference in the world, or supports me to make a positive difference in the world. I want to have kids...definitely more that one...definitely not more than three or four. And then I want to be a Mom...super mom if you will. Not to strict...there are some things you have to learn on your own to really understand...but definitely set a good example and lay down the rules. And I want to curl up in the protection of my man's arms every chance I get.

Sigh. But who knows what path God will lead us down. Ah the river less traveled. Or create a new river path. Who knows. Patience. I will have patience.